Experience.....well, i have alot. The damage done is unreal......last night, i went windowpunching, and finished with my car. When i trigg, it's like an alter......one who has no fear, and endurance beyond hell.
Iv'e been locked in more psych wards, and hospitals......and have a record of (to date) over 1200 stitches, 300 staples, and don't remember a damn minute, i have to be told what i did. I got a new tat ....well 2 really.....a big gothic "unscarred" and a dime tribute.....anything that hurts. My police, ambulance, and hosp. bills are over 80 thousand dollars. The nerve damage is big, can't use some fingers, etc........and i was modding an SI forum, saving souls......it cost me dearly. So i crawl back to you good people.......so much better than usa sites.....is real. You guys know what is going on.
So here i am.......WARNING i am often direct, or triggering. If u see a post from ME........enter with guard up, and a bat. Fully triggering now.....watching my life go.....temptation's wings i can't shake. Can someone please handle the worst cutter, SH SMS to ever walk the darkness? I am full on psychotic now.....and in the dt's as well......detox and schiz. are partners in my life. i'm way on the other side, staring back at myself.....a frozen image.
Iv'e been locked in more psych wards, and hospitals......and have a record of (to date) over 1200 stitches, 300 staples, and don't remember a damn minute, i have to be told what i did. I got a new tat ....well 2 really.....a big gothic "unscarred" and a dime tribute.....anything that hurts. My police, ambulance, and hosp. bills are over 80 thousand dollars. The nerve damage is big, can't use some fingers, etc........and i was modding an SI forum, saving souls......it cost me dearly. So i crawl back to you good people.......so much better than usa sites.....is real. You guys know what is going on.
So here i am.......WARNING i am often direct, or triggering. If u see a post from ME........enter with guard up, and a bat. Fully triggering now.....watching my life go.....temptation's wings i can't shake. Can someone please handle the worst cutter, SH SMS to ever walk the darkness? I am full on psychotic now.....and in the dt's as well......detox and schiz. are partners in my life. i'm way on the other side, staring back at myself.....a frozen image.
